irony

all day, i had a post planned for here in my head.

i was going to put up a picture, talk about how blessed i am, and be done with it.

and then later, i got really emotional about how this is the life i want to live more than anything else in the world. i would choose it over anything, every time. so i was gonna write about that also.

and then i came home to everyone making a giant tent fort in my living room, something i would normally be excited about.

instead i am irrationally grumpy. i sat outside of it, pouted, and then finally huffed off to bed while everyone is telling ghost stories beneath the sheets.

it would hurt my pride too much to go and crawl under there with them. so i'm just going to sleep.

proof that i am far, far, faaaaaaar from perfect.

but that's okay, it's a process.

on a brighter note, this is me working today at a foster care conference. i seriously have the best job in the world. i love working with the kids so much, it is so rewarding, and they are always so wonderful. this girl was a particular favorite for me, hence why she was my example ;)

and with that, grumpy is going to sleep.