Today I started a new inhaler for my asthma. Two of the side effects were nervousness and an increased heartbeat, both of which I am currently experiencing. I've had anxiety attacks before, in fact, I used to have them quite a bit. It's weird for me because I haven't felt like this in such a long time. I used to live my entire life in low grade anxiety. Because right now I suddenly think everyone is upset with me, I'm doing everything wrong, and it needs to get fixed right now. However, I know this isn't true. I don't have these thoughts in my normal days, just now.
I am so thankful that my life is no longer like this, I forgot how awful it truly is.
Needless to say, this is my first and last time using this inhaler.
When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought joy to my soul.
-Psalm 94:19
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