what hurts the most isn't your ignoring me,

it isn't the way you casually brush off my afflictions.

what pains me so deeply isn't your escapades with other girls,

it isn't your lies and avoidance.

no, what makes all of this so awful is the fact that it could've been different.

you could've been different.

i could've been different.

and we weren't.

what hurts is goodbye.

sarah∞mae