I'm not sure where I'm finding myself these days, or what everything is going to add up to mean in the end. I do know, however, that the sadness has been erased from my life, and things are beginning to come back into focus. I'm not complaining. Hearing that I am loved, and feeling the warm sun on my skin, makes me feel like none of this is real, or deserved. For the past four months I've done nothing but be a self centered, selfish, poor decision making, broken, needy mess.
When asked what I want last night, I put my face in my hands and said "Can I have a do over?"
sarah∞mae
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